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At least its a start!

I took a pen and a piece of paper
Wanting to just jot down my thoughts…Or so I thought…

My mind went blank…and my ‘creative juices’ dried up!

What was I supposed to do???

Heart rending decisions I do have to take
Some gut wrenching realities I do have to face

But I am just not ready for them now

Life as I term it has more in store for me now….

There are fresh beginnings that I have made

There are things to do…
And checklists to make…

Checklists that cover Oh so many things

Sadness, Pity, Sorrows
These are things that I would like to leave behind

Euphoria, Joy, Happiness
These are the things to look out for…

Life! As they term it…
Here I come…
With joys, ecstasies
Unknown but plentiful all around!

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